Shit Happens!

Hi there everyone i've not been having such a good time lately. My car is ace and i've really been enjoying that but my head has been really mashed-up lately. Ive been having some really bad feelings about my past experiences and had been indulging in some very unhealthy behaviour to block them out like abusing my sleeping tablets, not eating, staying in bed alot etc, and was rapidly going down-hill. It culminated in me becoming so unwell mentally that i had to go to the Harplands Hospital for a few days to get sorted out. Im still not right and am going into Phoenix House (a safe house run by Brighter Futures with whom im housed) for a long weekend to try and get back on an even keel. Im sick and tired of being sick and tired. Some people say that they wouldn't change having a mental health problem but i bloody would!! Anyway, "it is what it is" as my mate Daz would say so i suppose i'm just going to have to get on with it as everyone else does. Sorry to be telling you about such negative occurances but i like to be honest about whats going on so at least when good things happen there is a balance. I will post again when i come out and let you all know how i'm getting on. If anyone else is having a bad time let me know and i will try and give you a lift and some positive feedback/advice (pity i dont take it as well as i give it!) See you later, Simon