The duvet has started to fight me with annoying and scary ferocity, smothering me with its softness, enticing me into its warm embrace, where ll my problems will be at bay whilst i hide from reality in its suffocating dreamworld. I'm still fighting though, even though it try's to stiffle my mind, i refuse to surrender!! So here i am again and its not all bad news, I have recently come back from a lovely holiday in Ibiza, where the warm sun and chilled out vibe where a real boost to my weary yet restless spirit. I even went to a couple of nightclubs, but didn't dance because i'm way too self-concious for that, and just buzzed of the happy vibe! Gary, my commrade in the battle against low-self esteem and confidence, continues to be a great support and help to me and i thank him for that. I miss seeing Emma and Nat and the rest of the mindbloggling possey, but hopefully i can use this blog to maintain contact with them and hopefully arrange for us all to meet up again soon! Congratulations to you Emma on your new job!!! I'm sure you will prove to be a great asset to the organisation! Anyway, the duvet is whispering my name so i'm going to sign off now, but the bastard is not going to have the last laugh! See ya all soon,
Simon
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Simon
I'm so pleased to read that, despite all this duvet dilemma, you are showing more signs of a positive outlook.
As we both know, having a bit of a laugh and telling the negative crap to 'take a hike' works wonders.
We are all better than the negative influences that try to sabotage our potential happiness.
So it's good to see you end your blog on a positive note and a touch of humour.
I'm sure 'Gary' is most appreciative of your kind comments about him.
Rock on Dude!
You always make my day Simon - yesterday I was talking to a lot of people in Leiceter about MB and we were lucky enough to have internet access and I just heppned to open your blog as an example - couldn't help myself squeeling with delight about your new post! Had to make everyone wait whilst I read it. Gld you had a good holiday my dear fella - taking a break, change of scene are so important. You keep fighting that duvet Si, you WILL get the better of it! Be great to see if you if you get the chance to pop around. TAke it easy my friend, Em.
hya,
i can identify with what you mean i think simon.
often the very thing that we percieve to offer safety, comfort & security is actually the very thing we need to get away from & also quite often what tends to be the case is its often something that can't be conpletely cut out of our lives, i would say my douvet is food! & i'm trying to start fighting the fight again to use it for what its there for rather than for all the emotional energy i have wrapped around it!
keep on keeping on simon & fight the good fight! You'll get there i'm sure!
i always look forward to reading your next post & will look forward to reading the next!
purkul
x
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